I intend to write two letters today. First one is for You, second one is for Ms J. Here goes the first one.
So the last time I wrote to You, I had a slight idea that I would get an answer, I had a slight hope that You would give me an answer. But never in my dreams did I think that the reply to my prayers would come so soon, from such a preposterous avenues! You do love me, don't You.
Yes, whatever came my way since then has made me happy. Even the loneliness has made me happy, which is a rarity. But (there's always a but, huh?) I don't want to be happy alone. I want to be happy with her, I want us to be happy together. I know it's not possible, not even for You. After all for what will she come back to me! I am not rich (I don't own the Starmark), I don't even look good and sorry but You can't do anything about it (not that I would like You to do anything about my looks, owning Starmark I can think about it). So what if I had loved her for a year, so what if I stood by her side when she was all alone. Love and emotions doesn't really matter anything to anybody these days (except to fools like us). And everybody has the right to a better life, so does she. Its only a bunch of stupid people like me who cares about things like Love and sentiments. And would I be able to prove that I loved her? Would You be able to prove that I loved her and my daughter? HELL NO! Then for what reason will she come back Dear God?
So I am happy, yet I am incomplete. You have made me happy, please complete me now Dear God. Answer my prayers once again. Please!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011