Wednesday, March 16, 2011

A Letter to God - III

Dear God,

I intend to write two letters today. First one is for You, second one is for Ms J. Here goes the first one.

So the last time I wrote to You, I had a slight idea that I would get an answer, I had a slight hope that You would give me an answer. But never in my dreams did I think that the reply to my prayers would come so soon, from such a preposterous avenues! You do love me, don't You.

Yes, whatever came my way since then has made me happy. Even the loneliness has made me happy, which is a rarity. But (there's always a but, huh?) I don't want to be happy alone. I want to be happy with her, I want us to be happy together. I know it's not possible, not even for You. After all for what will she come back to me! I am not rich (I don't own the Starmark), I don't even look good and sorry but You can't do anything about it (not that I would like You to do anything about my looks, owning Starmark I can think about it). So what if I had loved her for a year, so what if I stood by her side when she was all alone. Love and emotions doesn't really matter anything to anybody these days (except to fools like us). And everybody has the right to a better life, so does she. Its only a bunch of stupid people like me who cares about things like Love and sentiments. And would I be able to prove that I loved her? Would You be able to prove that I loved her and my daughter? HELL NO! Then for what reason will she come back Dear God?

So I am happy, yet I am incomplete. You have made me happy, please complete me now Dear God. Answer my prayers once again. Please!

Amen


5 Comment:

Ambalika said...

Well, you seem have many uncomfortable alleys in your life. Every time as i come across your posts, in seems that you have incomplete sensations. Being a rational human i would say time heals everything. But, as a modest one, i would say that there are certain pains that are never healed because those moments belong to the TWO, and when one is lost, that One can never be replaced, if at all those moments are TRUE ones...

lanh said...

I use to believe in god, my whole family does, most of them been blessed by him. I lost faith because I feel god had punish me a lot for my semi-bad deeds. I guess my issue is I dont play enough....

Anonymous said...

I just want you to know, you are NOT the only one who feels love and cares for emotions. It's just this new worldwide theme of being "practical" to an extent you forget what makes us different than every other living thing. We have become so busy in our 21st century, we forgot the days we used to play soccer in the mud, get wet in the rain or bunk school for friends. We have forgotten how to live life, but you haven't. I could have given you the same "move on" advice but i wanted you to know what you are feeling IS right, but what the other is doing ISN'T right. So, stay the way you are because there aren't much anymore who spread love. :D

Rajtilak Bhattacharjee said...

@Anonymous: thank you for the comment.

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i believe in God!! sometimes i'm even shocked, because it seems that god always follows us!

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