Friday, October 01, 2010

An Open Letter to God

Dear God,

Hope You are doing well. Honestly, I don’t know whether You are a Someone or whether You are all the Gods that I believe in like Jesus Christ, Sai Baba, Shiva, Allah, Maa Kali et al. If You are One then this letter is for You, and if You are many then this letter if for all of You. But whatever is the case, this letter is intended for You God.

Dear God, could You please tell me why did You create the word called love? And if You did, then why didn’t You create Love? And if You didn’t create love then why did You create fools like me who believed in that word so much that they destroyed themselves for that one word, love.

If You would have created love then today she wouldn’t have left me like this dear God. Because I loved her a lot, I know that and You know that too. I loved her when she deserved it the least. I gave her all my affection, I took care of her like a baby. I gave her millions of happy memories, I gave her a new life. Yes, I gave her a new life because You wanted me to. And I gave her a relationship so beautiful that people only read about in books. But only if You would have given some love and affection in her heart, then after I gave her all these things she wouldn’t have been able to make me cry so much and leave me forever.

The reason I am writing this letter is not to accuse You of anything, neither am I writing this letter to blame her for destroying my life so mercilessly even after I loved her so much. The reason I am writing this letter to You is because if You are true, which I want to believe that You are, someday You would care to take a look at this and maybe someday just like You she too would chance to look upon this letter. On that day maybe you would bless me and on that day maybe, just maybe, she would realize how much I love her and then she would come back to me again.

Am I asking for too much God? You are being kind to so many people, can’t You bless me once and bring her back in my life? Please forgive all my sins God. Please don’t hurt me so much, please don’t make me cry anymore.

Trust me God I still love her as madly as I always did. And I am still waiting for her to come back. And I would always be there by her side whether she wants me to be or not like I always was. Just make her come back to me once God. I trust You and I trust in the word Love. Please don’t break my trust dear God.

Amen.

P.S. Just one request dear God, if You can’t make her come back to me then please don’t preach about love anymore, because that would be a lie. And Gods don’t lie.


6 Comment:

Nisha said...

God is only one whom we worship and that is Allah, the rest are gods messengers and prophets like jesus christ, Profet Mohammad, Buddha, sai baba and others. You know na that Jesus is son of god, not God! He would surely be angry if we called and thought him as god because he is the son of god himself!

Anyway, i pray your wishes come true but sad is that i never knew about it from my friend who i thought i was so close to :)

umapoems said...

Believe in God you like most.He hears and answers your prayer. All the best.May your wishes come true

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Anonymous said...

I think perhaps, you need to focus on forgiveness. Forgive the one you love for walking away from you, forgive YOURSELF for thinking you caused this in some way, and remember that GOD has things in store for you that you may not yet comprehend. Doors must close in order for you to open the new door in your life and you will never see what is ahead of you as long as you're looking to the past. Keep your heart and mind open, for LOVE exists. It truly does. <3

Anonymous said...

Jesus is Lord. Bible speaks of it.

Also - maybe she wasn't right for you. I once loved someone like you are talking about and was crushed for 5+ years. I wonder how many other "loves" I passed up waiting for the one that had already proven she didn't deserve my love. Maybe she was wrong for you.

I now have a new love, one that is 1000 times better than I could ever wish for. I did pray for her - and she came. I am now married and life is GREAT!

Phl 4:13 - I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.

You can and will get through this. Questioning God is ok. He know's we'll do that. But don't give Him ultimatims. You either Trust in Him or not.

In Christ,

Adam

Anonymous said...

You said, "P.S. Just one request dear God, if You can’t make her come back to me then please don’t preach about love anymore, because that would be a lie. And Gods don’t lie."


What you are doing here is demanding that God do something for you or else. It's simply blackmailing God.

God will still be God even if the person you love doesn't come back to you.

You can't "threaten" God and expect Him to do as you ask. Also, God does not answer the prayers of unbelievers. And you can't claim to know God and say:

"Honestly, I don’t know whether You are a Someone or whether You are all the Gods that I believe in like Jesus Christ, Sai Baba, Shiva, Allah, Maa Kali et al."

Since all of those "gods" contradict each other, they can't all be the "same." Only one can be right, or they all are wrong.

Jesus Christ is God. Seek Him without giving Him an ultimatum. You can't bribe Him to get your way, nor can you threaten him by saying such things as:

"if You can’t make her come back to me then please don’t preach about love anymore."


Sorry, but you don't make the rules.

Anonymous said...

hey, keep believing, im sikh n i admire the respect you have for all religions, God bless.

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