Dear Ms J,
Today you returned everything I gave you. Well, almost. I still don't have those emotions, those feelings, and love, and concern that I had for you. Those sleepless nights, that endless trust. I still haven't got them back. And I probably never would, because however much you try you would not be able to find them in someone else.
Today I did something that I have never before and probably would never do it again. I walked off without even listening to what you had to say. But I did it for a purpose Ms J, simply being rude with you was not the idea. Although I am sure you wouldn't understand it. Because you were never that intelligent to understand my silence. You always mistook my it for my weakness.
What I did today was to make you understand that you are not the only one who can be rude, that you are not the only person in this world who can show attitude, that you are not the only one who can be arrogant for no reason. I could have done that to you too. But I chose not to, for the sole reason that I love you. And I believe that you always become what you choose to be in life. Like I chose to be your pillar of strength. Even though you didn't leave a single stone unturned to break me down into pieces so small that I am still trying to find myself from my scattered ashes. But I still stood by your side, always. Because I chose to.
I don't know whether you would read this or not, but if you do then I would like to make one thing very clear. I love you, like I always did. Inspite of what you did to me and how you behaved with me, I still love you like crazy. And I would always go on loving you, till then end of time. And all of these because I choose it to be so.
Wish you all the happiness in life.
Love, hugs and kisses,
P.S. Now you are tied to me for the rest of your life. Poor poor you, Ms J!